I Sit in Wonder of You

As I sit in wonder of you
In all of your magnificent grandeur
Your beauty, which surrounds me
Everyday, your reflections
I see it in
All of your humble creations
In search of you and all of your beauty
I sit and wait and wonder about you
The sun beating down bright and holy
All this open space
I feel your breath caressing my face,
Or was it just a breeze
Or whispers from far away
I look around and still I cannot
Know all of your wonders
Am I somewhat blind?
I ponder and yes
Often I speak with you
It feeds my soul
So why is it that
I still feel so alone
Your Love and Grace
Where are you? I wonder
I cannot hear you
Deaf perhaps
Or just in slumber
You should know all of me even when I
Refrain from speaking your name
This journey is painful and I fear
I am lost
Without you
I do not know who I am, not
All of me, not just yet
I need you more
Than you need me
I am only your servant, so let me
Be of service if only to me
Just for a little while, till I feel whole again.
And not lost in search of you.
And wonder everyday
To reach you, I need to feel again
Bless me with sight
Reveal to me what I must be
To understand you and this journey
You choose for me
Be my nourishment I seek every day
I do believe you know me
It’s me …remember, I sit in wonder of
You every single day
So! Come into my spirit and show me
Your way
Guide this lost soul of mine and
And make things clear
My heart tells me you are near
So, please don’t walk away
You know who
Me, remember me