Published by Last night God showed me more than He told me.
I am 1/3.
I have gotten close to 2/3 without you but only once was I whole.
The day we became one was the first day I felt alive.
One-third of me is body.
I have given it indiscriminately.
I have found this to be the easiest part of me.
It only takes weeks to heal instead of years.
This is my connection to what I know.
This is the only part that has been an open book.
The chapters within reveal my mind.
This part has been well guarded yet it is only a third. My mind divided in parts.
I only show it to those that have an eye to see it.
Ridicule and judgment keep this part hidden from sight.
Consequently, there have been times when I felt I would lose this mind.
Plank after Plank I built a fence,
yet the strongest wall could not overcome the pressures of life.
The wall cracked and splintered letting a little bit of me slip slowly through.
I realized that 1/3 of me is soul
That part which came from God’s very being, but only to depart.
Man cannot give this unwillingly nor ask for it back.
I now know why the Bible says wait until you are married.
It is less about sin and more about the power within.
We connected many years ago. My soul for only you to know.
I cannot have it back it is yours cherish it forever.
The only way to feel it again is through God’s grace.
The deposit I gave you forever true.
You see I am but a third, occasionally reaching two.
I realize that the 1/3 I lack may never come back.
When you mentor your young ones convey that message.
I am happy because I know a third of me is in you.
There is always hope of becoming full and that is why I live each day.
Now the question is not who I am but rather what do I do?
