Dear My Child.
You are my child and i love you. All i ask is love back from you.
This morning as you got up, i watched you turn over, you were still tired i smiled at you hoping you would smile back, you didnt, thats ok, you were really sleepy. So to make you feel a little better, i let the sunshine pour in through your window, i wanted to feel your soft face and hug you, but i didnt want to frighten you so i let the sunshine do that for me, it washed over your face and you just turned around, opend your wonderful, sparkling eyes and moaned, something about school or work or chores or something, i cant quite remember but i remember you not feeling happy so i waited for you to say goodmorning to me and then i would make you feel better, allthough you didnt, thats ok, i guess it was pretty earlie…
Then you were about to walk to your door, i stood there waiting, smiling, hoping you would finally realise me… but i was let down, you walked passed me, i was so sad but i just gave you a kiss with the soft breeze, and i will never let you down.
you walked to the bathroom, ready for a shower, i was happy that you were about to cleanse your self with the purified water i provided for you. I thaught maybe a thankyou? But you just had your shower… thats ok, i will still and forever love you.
After that you ran around your house, you looked a little stressed, like you were looking for something, i gave you many signs as to where it is, but you ignored them all, I even brang a crack of thunder to remind you to ask for my help, but you just complained about the weather. Its allright i suppose, rain isnt always the best…
Then you sat down for a little, you seemed bored to me, i smiled, maybe i should pop a thaught into your mind to talk to me “Remember i am here” i said, but you ignored me as you thaught about other things… Its allright, you are too busy to notice me. But i will always notice you.
At lunch time you were about to eat, i thaught maybe you would talk to me then? Maybe just say thankyou for the food i provided, i wanted to bless it for you, you never asked though… its ok…
After lunch i cried, you really disapointed me, i cried because you sinned, you swore, you gossiped, you forgot me, you stole, you hurt someone, you denyed me, you listend to satan, you listened to temptation. But you know what? I forgive you. I will always forgive you, for i am your father and i love you more than your earth parents, i love you more than anyone else does in this whole world, in this whole galaxy, in this whole universe, for i created you, as i created my other son, Jesus.
When ever you feel alone, unloved, unwanted, like you have no pourpose, scared, you do not belong. They are feelings not from me. For i will be here when ever you need me, just call on me and i will immediatly clear those negative emotions. When you feel like nobody cares about you, nobody loves you, nobody likes you, nobodywants to be with you, nobody needs you, nobody will take a chance on you again, then i must be a nobody because i will always want you, love you, care for you and most of all i will never give up on you.
My love for you is so strong that i sent my only son to die for you and he did it by his own will too. His love for you is as much as mine! Do you remember saying you love someone so much? You might have spread your arms wide and said “This much” Well that day when you asked “Does jesus love me? How much does he love me?” Well you know what he did? He spread his arms as wide as a cross and he had his hands and feet nailed to it, so he shall remain with his arms spread, weather its to be always open and he can only close them when you are in them, or maybe its for the next time you are unsure of how much Jesus loves you, well his arms are as wide as a cross and nailed to that so you can see he will love you as much as possible for as long as forever. As do i, i love you, i made you, i know every strand of hair on your head, i know the name of every star in the sky, i know the amount of all the grains of sand at the beach, for i am god and i made them. I know how many times your heart will beat, i know how many breaths you will take, i know how many words you will say for i made your heart, your lungs and your mouth.
I know you more than you know yourself. I think about you everyday, i think about how you have grown, i think about the day you will love me back and you have no idea how much i long for that day to come because when it does, i will feel so happy. I will know that you, my diamond, my child, my creation, will feel the love you are worthy of. When you enter my kingdom of heaven, i will ask my son, Jesus, to wash your hands and feet of sin, to wash your tounge or unholy speach, to wash your eyes of unholy visions and sightings, to wash your ears from unholy hearings. Jesus will wash every part of your soul that contains the slightest piece of the devil, the slightest inch of evil. there will be no more angryness, no more sadness, no more crying for i will wipe each tear from your face, clear all the pain you had on earth, my child when you are with me, i will let you rest then you can join in the party that i will have for your arrival home and you can sit in my throne with me and feel all the love you deserve. Which is alot.
Love your Father, God.