When I was young, I had lots of Questions, I needed answers to. They were most difficult one’s that Kid’s my age just didn, t ask.
One Sunday, I asked my Sunday school Teacher what was religion. For what she told I was not the answer I was looking for.
She said it is something you believe and live by. Well those answers didn, t, t sit well with me at all. So I just sat there and listen to the verses in the Bible she recited.
Later that day I went to the Minister, and asked him the same questions. He said why do you ask me what Religion is? I said because I need to know. He told me that religion is the way of truth and the light of life and that it was never to be questioned.
I thought to my self again, this was not the answer I was looking for either. After the Church services was over. I was on my way home and I saw this old man sitting on the porch of his home across the street from the church.
I thought to my self, I’ll go over to say hello and ask him. As I walked up to his house, he came to the door and asked, can I help you little boy? I said yes, I was wondering if you could answer a question for me since no one else seem to want to tell me. Okay he said, so what is your question son?
What is religion? In his reply he said that, Religion is a lot like knowing your self. And when you have this knowledge, you learn and know the truth and how to pray to the Creator.
You see when a man gains Knowledge of him self, his gains knowledge of everything else. In that the truth is clear and the things that are not true are revealed to you.
So why did the Preacher refuse to tell me that? Well the reason he didn, t is because he doesn’t know himself
And a lot of pride in what he didn, t know. You see if you don, t know the truth you will be lead to what is called belief. In other words belief is to not know. When you believe in everything is to know nothing, so he couldn’t very well tell you something he didn, t know. Rather he would answer a question with a question.
However there are those that know the truth and will not speak on it, yet they will continue to preach it to be the truth, and knowing all the time it isn’t. There are a lot of things you have been told that were simple not true, but if no one questions it, it will continue to go unnoticed.
You see the reason I call this man a Preacher, is because that exactly what he is, a Preacher. If he was indeed the man he says he is, he would have been able to tell you the answer to you questions. A True man of God could tell you this. Once I had questions when I was young that’s one reason I went into the Ministry my self, so that I to knew the truth other than what other’s told me.
When I stopped believing and began learning I began to know, and the more I knew the more it came out. So you see, your Religion as you call it is not your Religion, but it is what I call a Belief System, and that System hold the mind back from the truth. It has been said that the truth must be kept Secret.
You will learn that most people can’t handle it, because their minds have been conditioned or instructed to believe a curtain thing rather than to know it.
Now there is a thing called knowledge of self, and what this is has a lot to do with who you are where you come from and where you have been.
However there is also a thing called literature, not this is something that is design to change or control what you think and what you are supposed to believe. The Bible has a lot of misprints and translation error’s
And a great deal of discrepancies and inconsistencies.
If you want to know the truth, I will show you the way, but you will be the one that will have to walk through the door.
First you must understand that everything you see, is about you and for you’ and no one else can Experience this for you.
The next day, I went to the old mans home and I began to learn things I only thought I knew. I didn’t know anything about what I was about find out before we got started I asked him why he didn, t
Go to Church. He said I had my own church at one time, I for some reason I couldn’t figure out what was wrong. Out of all the knowledge I acquired in my Theology Courses, none of it seemed to make much sense to me.
One day I decided to do some back ground research, and one thing lead to another, before long to my surprise I was on my way out of the Church for good.
I realized that everything I was preaching to my congregation was not true. It took me a long time to get a grip on my self.
So one Sunday on a hot July afternoon, I changed the way my ministry was going and my teachings, in the end I lost everything I owned, my Family, Home, and my Finances, soon I was broke and out of work, at the time being a Pastor of my Church was the only occupation I had. After a while I realize more and more truth
And change my thinking. I stopped believing what some one else wanted me to believe instead of knowing what was true and what was false.
A great deal of my members left the church, because they couldn’t handle what I was trying to tell them
And the other’s stayed because they could understand where I was going with this. Then I made up my mind to spread as much of the truth as I could to everyone I could , I didn’t mind being voted out of the Church, because I knew I did nothing wrong. However in the eyes of Man, was a different story.
So this is why I don,t preach what I was told to preach, because what I was told to believe was not true, so when I learned the truth, I knew the truth, and that’s all that matters.
Now as for the Characters, mentioned in the Bible, some of them never existed, as well most events didn, t happens either. All this was a control mechanism that was design to keep the mind in mental and spiritual darkness to the truth.
The problem I had was that in all of the passages of different authors, they couldn’t keep their stories straight, one author says one thing, and the other says something completely different. This made me curious, drove me to the conclusion that none of it was true.
Take for example; The Council of Nicaea 325 A.D. was about a man named Arius. Well this Man had a lot to say about a Man named Serapis 1 Soter, and the Emperor Constantine, decided to make it his duty to proclaim this man to be called and known all through out Egypt and Africa, that this was the Son of God.
Now this really got me, I couldn’t believe what I read. Why I was not taught this in Bible College?
This was the reason I began reeducating my self to the truth and dismiss all other Philosophy that simply was not true.
Do you remember when I told you that when People control Literature, they control what you think?
I said yes. Well that was what I meant, this is why you have to question everything you hear and at time what you read. If it makes sense, there’s truth in it. But if it sounds to far out of the Ordinary then your common sense will tell you.
Then I began to realize when I was in History class, I kept going to sleep, and couldn’t stay awake
To save my life, because what I was being taught or listening to was putting me to sleep. My mind was trying to tell me something, but I was not paying any attention. And the same thing was happening when I went to Church, Every Sunday I sat there; I just couldn’t keep my eyes open. The harder I tried the more it happened.
Well now you know, he said, everything in time you will realize that what you were taught was design for you to learn and believe, not to know for your self to be the truth.

i done some research of the council of nicea my self and ran accross, the arius of alexander and the constantine decree perhaps that is the reason, they didn’t teach this in the Church for fear of the real truth getting out.
keep on the up and up you are o the straight path.
Hotep!